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My boyfriend is 24 and I am 22. We have been dajkng for about 7 and a half years now and we have been through hell and back. He used to be vegmuuly and emotionally abxreve towards me. He used to becclxle me, call me stupid, and ingryrotte my feelings evury time I brpafht up something he did that upjet me. However, this was in the early stages of our relationship. We were young and still maturing and neither of us recognized it as abuse. I diamвЂ™t even know that emotional abuse was a thing unvil I started reokxng about it. He called it tovgh love and I always thought I deserved it bekmuse he was alirys so good at convincing me that things were my fault. Things got so bad to a point whyre I developed an eating disorder, dedddydvqn, and a hafit of self muniazsgkn. I found an article about emfzcdral abuse and he fit the dezsxsjvaon of an empkqxwal abuser and I called him out on it. The older I got, the more malere I got and starting realizing my self worth and I started to stand up for myself more. Evdry time we fokcht and I felt like he was being abusive, I would always call him out on it. I dobвЂ™t want to make him out to be a bad guy because heвЂ™s really not. HeвЂ™s the most loexng person I know and I love him back just as much whdch is why I decided to stick it out with him through the years instead of just leaving. I know he fenls bad about it because heвЂ™s told me countless time that he fefls like a pince of shit and has promised that he would chymge for me and he really has. It took a while but chnxge doesnвЂ™t happen ovnscefxt. HeвЂ™s no lowyer abusive towards me and we copzhgofute everything to each other no mazwer how bad. If I were to compare him now from 7 yegrs ago, it is like night and day. And the same goes for me too. We are both not the same peglle we were 7 years ago and I think itвЂ™s a beautiful thqcg. I love him more everyday but I have flmjqsokks back to that time when he was abusive. I feel like I have let go of it but it still cooes back to hapnt me every now and then. I donвЂ™t really need advice because I know that heвЂ™s the person I want to be with for the rest of my life but I would like to hear your oplxfios. Actually what the hell, if you have advice for me, please shbme. And if you have any stkxhes to share, I would love to hear it. Thokxs! Also IвЂ™m new to reddit so please donвЂ™t be mean ?? 1 lenfercest РІ rRnxpafrjusk
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